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Hi..

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 04:16:39 GMT

My name is impure0purest, and I hate it when my friends break ~~edge~~ promises.

(oh look! another twitter entry. I need a new phone, so I can make that work from there... >_<)

Remember This??

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 01:33:43 GMT

ADAM STRIPPER FIC!
Hmm.
Wait, I might not post this until I'm sure Maddie is gonna get his AFISlash account up and running...

Okay. So.. yeah, I'll just send it to [DF]Jess, and she can see it.
It's dedicated to both of you/them..

Maddie and Jess. Two of my best friends.
Okay
:)

DO YOU KNOW YOUR ENEMY??

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 19:03:28 GMT

NEW FUCKING GREEN DAY SINGLE HERE!!! OH MY GOD TODAY IS THE MOST AWESOME DAY I'VE EVER HAD EVER!

GO LISTEN, AND REALLY, DO YOU KNOW YOUR ENEMY??

[00-[ bik.mkm

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 17:47:20 GMT

Okay, so I'm here with Vikki, and like, I am SOOOOOO tired!

I'll give ya yesterday in chronological order :)

So, Vikky comes over, and I show her the last Heavy Metal Magazine, and then we kind of formulate a plan.. I give her a tour of the house... We chilled on the computer, and we ate Fake Chicken.. More computer happened, and then mom came back and we went grocery shopping for junk food.

Mom we came back home, unloaded the groceries, and then left to go to the X 92.9 studios, because Vikky talks often to one of the DJs. He was okay, very tall, but annoyingly against people who aren't skinny. That's not cool. But anyway, on our way back we went to 7-11, picked up Shoot 'Em Up for ten bucks, then to blockbuster where I was sad to find out I cannot rent anything, but we found fucking SNATCH!!! for only 6 bucks, and this movie that actually gave me nightmares, The Descent for 4 bucks... On the way back we almost got lost, but then we didn't because I eventually found avenues which lead me from Richmond Road back to a bus stop.. (we were lazy, and didn't want to wait for a bus, so we kept walking, at which point I lost the route.. >_< *facepalm*) We walked A LOT, waved at people in passing cars, flashed a couple people, and talked about things.. Dirty things XD
mmhmm!

So after we got home, we played this zombie killing game, called Left 4 Dead, in which I killed a bunch of Zombies.. it was awesome, :). I want a machine gun during the real Zombie Apocalypse... Then we watched the movie... These chicks were spelunking, and this one stupid bitch decided it would be cool to not tell anyone that they were in an unexplored cave, and these humanoid blind creatures killed an ate everyone... The movie was shit, but the creatures kept jumping out and I clutched my pillow and fell over almost everytime. I liked the lighting in the movie. At one point, all the girls were split up, and the creatures were all lit differently, some had a green tint, because of this glo-stick thing, some had a green-ISH tint because one of the girls was looking though night vision in a camera, and some had a red tint because of some fire, and the fact that it had crawled through this puddle of blood. There was also a yellow tint, but I forget where it came from... Anyway, after being scared a bajillion times, we went to bed.

I had this weird dream about this un-killable zombie thing that followed you around and jumped at you and tried to take bits of my fiends and I to re-create us or something. There was this really cute chick with long pink hair, and she was like my girlfriend or something, because I loved and worried about her the entire dream... There was lots of hiding involved, because we were all in this little house, that belonged to someone's grandma, who was dead, and I like, hid under a bed with the girl, and eventually when we actually got to trying to kill the thing, I found him trying to hide in the bathtub, and attempt to jump out and scare us, but I attacked him with a wooden flashlight and hit his head a bunch of times (the flashlight eventually turned into a bone O_o) and his skull was smashed flat and was oozing the same red and yellow goo that was the same colour as the cave creatures in the movie, and I thought he was dead, but he actually got up, and moved to the other room where my girlfriend and everyone else was. I screamed "Run!!" to them a bunch of times, mostly to her, and I waited like a few seconds, hearing people get ripped apart by this thing that should have been dead, and the girlfriend came out of the room, and we booked it to the door, ((I just assumed un-guiltily that the others were dead)) and we got out, then I woke up!

I'm not one to really have nightmares, and I feel like this doesn't even really count, because I'm only scared in the dream. I'm not ever scared at all once I'm awake, my heart is still pounding, but nothing ever lingers... BORING!! Oh well.

I went back to sleep a bunch of times, and at 11:00 The Evil Demon Sister woke me up by jumping on her bed. annoyingly, mom called only 10 minutes after that, and said we all had to get up.

Staying up 'till 3:30, and being woken up at 11:00 is NOT FUCKING FUN!!!
grrrrrr

But it's almost my turn to shower now, so I'll go :)
Maybe I'll post random links O_o
Click on things, kay??

<3

Ps, Lindsay. I'm cheating on you. And you'll never know, because you don't talk to me, or even read this anymore.
:(
You have fun with Jose, and I'll have fun with my mistress from Texas.
I'll miss you.
Maybe we'll be able to work things out, but I'm gonna wait for you to find me.

...So

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 01:11:29 GMT

..So it's probably because I'm supposed to get my period in a few days, but shit has been going down, and I am unbearably angry about it.

Yesterday Ashley.. yeah, Ashley, you know which one... called me up, yes actually called me, and asked me if she could stay at my house for a few days, because her dad kicked her out.
She was like,"You are literally the last person left, and I really need your help"

Mom obviously said no, saying that Ashley was just using her and I, and would probably end up stealing shit, and at the very minimum totally fuck with me again..

*sigh*
So, because mom was all like, "you'll be mad at me if I don't help out" we offered to pick her up and drive her to a shelter.
We got her address, and drove across town, and were lost in fucking suburbia for fucking ever because SHE GAVE US A FUCKING ADDRESS TO A FUCKING HOUSE THAT DOESNT FUCKING EXIST!

I just feel so used... still, again!
Like.. WHY!? Why after two fucking years does she have to still be toying with me!?
This isn't fucking fair... I don't think I deserve this..

I mean,
I'm so ANGRY!
Angry that I let this happen.
She knows how I felt, she knows what this would do to me... And now she's "gone to BC to live with her mom." WHO FUCKING KNOWS if that's true!?

I'm angry.. yesterday I just wanted to break things, hurt things.. and earlier on in the week I was down, and I didn't want to eat... ((but my amazing friends made me, thanks Maddie <33))
Today something as small as not knowing how to make sleeves fit onto the bodice of this dress I'm making made me want to attack the concrete walls and floor with my fists and body.
I don't know how to get rid of this though... like. I want to hurt something, and then it'll go away until something else pisses me off, even a little stupid thing like sleeves and I'll just want to wreck things again!

Oh well...
I'll get over it I guess...

Check this out!

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 22:17:34 GMT

The next video I post will be my stop-motion video, I'm just dying for those shoes, and peta showed me the video, and it's also a radawesome stop-motion thingy, so I wanted to post it..

YAY VEAGNISM!

THINGS I'M GONNA HAVE TO GIVE UP WHEN I GO VEGAN:
(A list)

-Chocolate
-Milkshakes
-Coke-a-cola
-Chocolate
-Those vegetarian-but-not-vegan fake buffalo wings that I love so much
-Baking
-Chocolate

alright yeah,

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 02:55:45 GMT

I'm totally feeling these colours.. good times well be had under the colours of this blog.. I can feel it..

So, it's monday night, and I should be making a stop-motion animation, but I forgot to eat three meals today, and I'm now waiting for my soup to cool down...

I wish this could be like a normal Monday night, considering it's been like, more than 5 days, and I'm going InSaNeeEeE!!
But oh well, passing com-tech is a good idea...

Do you all (by "all" I mean no one that reads this anymore..) rememebr when I was in com-tech in grade 10?? I LLOVED Ashley, and xanga wasn't even blocked at school yet.. wow.. good times..
Anyway,

So yeah.

OWW! my Soup is hot.. but it's really good... I'll just have to wait a bit more..

Anyway,
um, I totally forgot what I was going to post...!!OH YEAH!

My day, and the days previous.

So, on saturday, I found two AFI shirts at Value Village.. and then Adam Carson answered my askAFI question today, and I thought I was gonna go get The Hunter shoes form D-Tox, but they're still not in yet.. *tear* but I was really close, maybe next time they get Macbeth shoes I'll get my lovely vegan hi-tops..

um.. yeah,
But I seriously almost cried when I saw what Adam said, It's funny how much AFI means to me, and I don't even really know why.. I'm am totally aware of the fact that when I meet them, I will cry, and it's weird, because I probably wouldn't cry when meeting Green Day, and they are my favourite band.. I just love AFI so much, they made me a better person, and even though the story of how I got into them is totally sad, I'm still glad it all happened so I could be where I am now... I'd be... not who I am today.. without them, so I guess I have to thank Ashley for sharing them with me, even though I'm totally done with her...

GRRRR my soup is to hot.

but yes, I should get back to the animation, so I can get to sleep...
I'm thinking that Monday Night will proceed as uasual, minus the most important part, but with the same end result.. I won't be as crazy tomorrow, ((either that or totally psycho O_o...)) so yeah, that's all good

*mumblemumblestupidcomtechmumble*

Love you, Lindsay and Maddie, though I don't even thing Lindsay reads this anymore.. I know the boyfriend and school are important and all, but I still miss you dear...
I have had other proposals... I don't want to take a mistress, so pleeeease let me know you're alive...

...

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 00:53:20 GMT

MM so, yay.

I'm being set up with a lovely girl named Stacey, and we've been like, texting non-stop since monday, and hopefully we'll actually meet tomorrow...

I'm really excited...

((XD this is more of a twitter worthy blog entry hahahaha))

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So, I know this girl Jenney, and she was all like: DOM! I'M SETTING YOU UP WITH SOMEONE!!
And I was all like: COOL!

So Jenney introduced us on Facebook, and the rest is history.. hopefully more history will be made, and I'll tell you the whole story again in a month or two... don't quote me though, if you look back through all my entries, I say lots of things then never end up doing them.. posting pics is #1 undone thing..
yeah...

well, I gotta go.. I should eat something..

!!BTW
WHO'S BACK IN HER BRAS OF SUMMER???
I FUCKING AM!!!
34 C again, yay. :)

Cuz Maddie wanted an update..

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 01:55:21 GMT

So,
Here's some random things about me..

I have three AFI posters, one magazine with a page of them, another magazine with the same picture from the first, only smaller, a magazine with Davey in it three times, (four times?) *counts.. 1...2...3.. three times. Hunter's in that one once, and in another once. Jade is in an /other/ magazine, and in that same one, AFI's The Art Of Drowning is mentioned in a list of Punk Albums. The Hunter, Hunter's new shoe, has an add in two magazines... and of course Adam lives part-time in my closet.

I'm listening to Evanescence

I still have this hat that I wore back when I was like three years old, that purple and pink one that ties up under my chin.. Yeah, even though I have my Joe Jonas Monkey hat, I still wear the old one when I'm at home, or when it's really cold, I put it under Joe on those days.

I'm listening to Avril Lavigne.

When I was really young, I didn't get how sex worked because penises hung between boys legsand girls parts were right under them too... I got pictures of that Southpark episode when Mr(s). Garrison went lesbian and "scissored".. Erections weren't part of my vocabulary... I was an ignorant little child...

I'm listening to My Chemical Romance

I don't get offended when people call me names.. I think some people think I just keep it inside, but I don't. I was called a dyke today, and I actually don't care... I DO keep other stuff inside, but not often... Just a few select things... But the effects of namecalling isn't one of them...

I'm listening to Oasis

!!!!!!!!!!!!MOM DON'T READ THIS PART!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm tired, and it's monday... my porn day.. So I'm gonna ditch this social group essay that no one is helping me with, and get on that.. porn...
BTW, thanks Maddie, for actually getting me into watching porn, instead of exclusively reading it...
Love you all, 'specially Lindsay, and Adam and Maddie.
(best friend gets a place behind wife and soulmate.. really!? *fixes*)
Maddie, Lindsay, Adam.
Adam, Maddie, Lindsay..??
no.

Lindadamdie
.
there we go.

:)

What's goin' on..

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 18:14:43 GMT

Kay, well, Ashely's a teasing bitch, just the way she used to be.. she deleted her facebook account, but that doesn't matter, I'm not sure I care, and if I do, then I shouldn't care anyway, so I'm just ignoring it all.. YAY!

But I have good news.. I'm being set up with someone..
((oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, I'm done with Laura.. that's over with, I'm too laid back to be with one that busy anyway.. I will totally be there to cheer for her when she's a famous Cellist though :D ))

This new girl's pretty cute, and only a year younger than me, And she's a friend of the girls I went to reading buddies with.. She appears to be less butch than the last girl a friend told me to go out with, which is a good thing... yikes.. to the last one..

oh, yeah, and reading buddies is okay this session.. the little boy I'm working with is Satan incarnate when he is with other boys his age, and frankly he's fucking abusive.. but oh well, because JADE ANSWERED A QUESTION OF MINE!!!

*changes "Well Adam I fell I held Clam" to "I'M STUPID, YOU GAY!"*
AND
*Changes colours to something happier*

So.. I don't really have anything to say other than WOW, MY FRIENDS ARE DEPRESSING BUT I DON'T MIND, BCAUSE I'M A GOOD PERSON

Love ya all..

ps Lindsay: I misses you again.

-Dom

EDIT:
DAMN THESE COLOURS MAKE THE EYES BLEED!!